the "v" key on my keyboard is not listening to me. i have to exert extra pressure on to it in order for it to do what i ask. what do i ask of it? to do its job and give me a damn v when i want it to.
i will go climb a mountain today.
i'm sitting here. and outside the window i see a lot of buildings. almost too many. but this one balcony stands out. why? there's a little tree growing on the balcony. it seems so trapped and yet it looks like.... a lake in the middle of the desert. its barely got any leaves on it. but its still standing.
You and Me;the Bitch. its too good. beyond describable.
I have been thinking, too much lately. Is Fameless taking a break? Are we doing well? What is happening? Is the Fam going to be alright without Virtue by its side? I'm sure... the Fam will do fine. Right? The more I think, the further I feel the answer gets. Will I ever find an answer to anything? Is there an answer to everything? Death might be the answer to everything in the end.
You know what I've been telling myself? If every minute is difficult to pass, why not make each minute the best ever? You know how people say live like there is no tomorrow. It's just that, but live every minute like there is no next. Then when everything ends, you REALLY have nothing to regret.
I watched "Cashback" last night. Had no idea what it was going to be like, I just found it in a pile of dvds I'd never seen before. Actually decided to watch it because the main character has a nice accent. Insomnia. Stopping time. Insomnia. Sanity within insanity. People find their own ways to find reality in the midst of everything that is not. Not sleeping is like... being awake for one very very very long day. It's like time has stopped. You realize that there are littler things to be aware of. You see the little things that may not matter, but if you think about it, if those things don't matter nothing else will either. But beware of this, you can always stop time but you can never rewind it.
William, please have a safe trip. Beantown will miss you I'm sure. I've been missing you since you saw me off in that cab. You were just a little guy in a big jacket. Good luck, you'll do well. Don't think too much. I'm always with you where ever you are. All my love.
Fameless Foto of the Day:
Making of Partyboobytrap album cover. What an adventure. Alex and Greg. So professionally homemade.
